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A new approach

I feel like I now understand myself a lot better than I did a few days ago. My explanation for the last couple of weeks is that it’s been a vicious cycle of losing self confidence, kicked off by anxiety

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I am a mess.

Something I need to admit is that I’m a mess. I wrote out the previous long post the other day and it all seemed so clear to me. This morning things were bothering me enough that I was just about

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The cold period

In a complete change of pace: She’s gone totally cold on me, but I’ve turned a corner. I don’t know why she’s changed so much so suddenly. I was so confused (and upset) by it that I wrote out a

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Gastroscopy adventures

Well, I’ll be honest. The gastroscopy was absolutely horrific. Probably the least pleasant experience of my life. Fortunately the hard part only lasted about 10 minutes, but they were some very long minutes! Apparently I have an unusually shaped stomach

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Comfort zones

So, tomorrow is a work night out. I wouldn’t normally go to these because, well, a few reasons really. I don’t like large social events and unfamiliar situations. This time I feel a bit differently though. For reasons that are

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Week

Sleep this week could have been better. I woke up at 5:00 on Thursday and again Friday. I’m starting to understand now why people go to the gym or go running at what seems like silly hours of the morning.

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Boredom

I had Thursday to Monday feeling pretty normal, which is huge. Tuesday was not so good but there’s a reason for that: I was really bored at work. The doomed project has actually disappeared from my radar because the client

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